yesterday i was in a random mood. nothing new. but seriously yesterday was weird.
there was this mix of regret , nostalgia , restlessness all those crazy thoughts whirling inside my head.
Now a days , i almost go like – i did such and such thing last yr this day.
joined hutch gujarat , searched for the pg , moved into the pg, the weekends that i used to look fwd to , the weekdays that used to be too terrible to live thru.
hmm.. am having trouble making up my mind if being out of this situation is better/worse than being in it!
wow… intense . and confusing. hmm.. anyways, i have a feeling that my friends prediction just might come true.
let s see if i am around here till 26th feb.
waiting for things to change , i have a feeling they would very soon.
some one i hardly know told me ” i am glad i met you!” and i thought to myself- wow that was quick.
i havent met a single person in my life – i was really glad i met. i mean i ve met people i ve liked . but most of these meetings have been more so like experiences as a whole – what state of mind i was in , what was going on around me , how did this person fit it – the whole interaction MEANT SOMETHING and not the person.
is that pessimism? nope. i ve always felt i am quite an optimistic person. but honestly , wouldnt it be nice to meet some one and feel ” i am so glad it met you.”
as i listen to sofia ( whom am talking with right now over emails) i realise – its the same story with every one..
all of us trying to find our way out of things , hoping things would be better tommo than they are today .. and when we finally get to the tommo- more often than not we feel a sense of nostalgia :)
so long then …
